Out Damn Spot
After 10 days on Cipro and sitz baths my labia surgery site infection seems completely resolved and I seem to have stopped spotting blood! Yea!!! Now, back to normal healing. While a few spots on my labia have smoothed out to a natural look most areas are still thickened and raised. The vertical incision above the hood is completely healed but still thick and stiff. Like everything else I imagine I need to allow at least 6 months for all of this to resolve.
My breasts are getting softer, bouncier, and more natural looking all the time. They are still a bit too full at the top, without a natural slope. I hope that this, too, will improve.
I really need to restart my exercising. When I left for my vaginoplasty in August I was about 150 pounds. Right now I'm about 162 pounds. Many of my slacks and jeans are too tight for comfort. I feel thick. Now that my labia are better I'm ready to restart the bike riding. Monday is the day! I've started trying to do some stomach crunches and am surprised to find how much I feel it in my breasts. It's a strange and uncomfortable feeling. It feels like a tightness across my chest, like a belt has been tightening right across my boobs. I think that may be me feeling where the pectoral muscle ends and the bare implant begins. If it feels this strange and uncomfortable from stomach crunches I can't imagine what it will feel like when I restart rock climbing. I hope it's tolerable. I'm scared that the breast aug may kill my climbing in a way that the hormones and muscle loss didn't. I'm not sure it's a reasonable price to pay for my vanity and sense of self.
My breasts are getting softer, bouncier, and more natural looking all the time. They are still a bit too full at the top, without a natural slope. I hope that this, too, will improve.
I really need to restart my exercising. When I left for my vaginoplasty in August I was about 150 pounds. Right now I'm about 162 pounds. Many of my slacks and jeans are too tight for comfort. I feel thick. Now that my labia are better I'm ready to restart the bike riding. Monday is the day! I've started trying to do some stomach crunches and am surprised to find how much I feel it in my breasts. It's a strange and uncomfortable feeling. It feels like a tightness across my chest, like a belt has been tightening right across my boobs. I think that may be me feeling where the pectoral muscle ends and the bare implant begins. If it feels this strange and uncomfortable from stomach crunches I can't imagine what it will feel like when I restart rock climbing. I hope it's tolerable. I'm scared that the breast aug may kill my climbing in a way that the hormones and muscle loss didn't. I'm not sure it's a reasonable price to pay for my vanity and sense of self.
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