Year-end Review
Tour de Cure
My American Diabetes Tour de Cure ride was a wonderful experience. I raised over $2100 and biked further than I had ever done (25 miles). I've since gotten really into biking, bought a new road bike and logged more than 900 miles since September. This year I'll be riding the 50 mile event. I'd really appreciate your financial support for this worthy cause. If you've received any value from reading my blog or website, please consider repaying this through a donation.
Urinary Tract Infections
I had three or four urinary tract infections during a three month period and went to see my urologist. When he examined me he told me that if he didn't know my history he never would had guessed that my vagina was not natural. Dr Meltzer is the best! Anyhow...he determined that I wasn't completely emptying my bladder and scheduled me for a cystoscopy (endoscopic examination of the urethra and bladder). This showed that my prostate was constricting my urethra, causing my lousy urine stream, the trouble emptying my bladder, and it's associated frequency of urination. I'm now taking a drug for benign prostatic enlargement that relaxed the muscles of the prostate. It's working pretty well. No more UTIs (knock on wood) and the frequent need for urination is greatly reduced. It's so ironic that I can have a prostate that's shriveled up to almost nothing and need to use a drug for BPH. I guess it's just a reminder that underneath it all my anatomy is still male.
Of Support Groups and Friendships
Back in the Spring I was elected to the governing board of my transgender support group. After 1.5 terms as membership director, 2 terms as president, and 2 terms as a civilian, I really had no interest in rejoining the board. However, I was flattered to be asked and was fairly easily talked into it. Not long after taking office I became increasingly appalled by the behavior of some of the other officers and subsequently quit in September, as did three other officers. As a result I no longer attend meetings and none of my friends talk to me anymore. This is quite unfortunate and unexpected. Maybe our friendships were more superficial than I thought. Maybe I didn't know them like I thought I did.
Friends and Their Surgeries
One friend had surgery with Dr Melter in July. Her surgery went well but subsequently she's been having lots of problems with blood clots, bleeding, poor healing, and depression. I know that she does not regret having the surgery but she certainly didn't expect any of the problems. Hopefully she'll be able to get her anti-clotting meds and hormones worked out and get to a state of increased peace.
Another friend was scheduled for surgery with Dr Meltzer in October but has postponed the surgery while she tries to refind her direction. Apparently, as the surgery got close she started rethinking her reasons for wanting surgery. Lately she's been on a new journey to find herself and define her needs. I wish her well.
Triathlon
Some of my family think that I've gone completely crazy because I've decided that I will do a triathlon in August. No, not like the Ironman Triathlons you may have seen on TV. This one is called the Iron Girl Triathlon and consists of a 1000m swim, 17.5 mile bike ride, and a 3.3 mile run. Why? Because I enjoy challenging myself, breaking out of doing only what's easy and expected. It's a continuation of what I found in myself when I was rock climbing. I've got the biking covered, and the running is coming along, but the swim will be the hard part. I discovered that I really don't swim well, and so, I have a trainer helping me to become a swimmer.
Life and Death
My father died on Friday December 8, 2006. He was 75 and had a heart attack either during or shortly following surgery to remove his cancerous bladder. His condition deteriorated over the course of about 3 days. He didn't want to be kept alive by machines and we had his respirator removed when it became obvious that death was near and certain. Making that decision was probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do.